Compelled.

Exceptional feeling. pure focus on each object. defined with utter correctness.

Backwards thought.

When I was eighteen, I wanted so bad to be 25. Older, cooler, something more than what I was. At 27, I realize what funny thinking that was. I wonder how I would have acted 3 or 4 years ago with how I think now. Change is inevitable. You will always change. If you miss it, then you miss it. But it you catch it, change is a beautiful thing. Sometimes difficult. Sometimes Sad. But looking back, your accomplishments and for that matter, failures define who you are today. Something to appreciate. But always taken for granted.

I embrace change. I am glad for who I am today. I have been a wonderful person, a huge asshole, prick, jerk, and I am sure, there are ex's who can give you better description. Yes, I have participated in all angles of life, behaviors, and social failures. I wish I could be friends to those who I have been mean too. To show them, that there is something different here. Yet, the reality is those previous impressions are set in stone and I have to deal with that. Fine. Move forward. Progress. This adventure is going to be marvelous. I will not allow anyone to stop this train.

Man, I have been reading way to much Metaphysics........ being. thing. something. one good and true. Six transcendental notions.